I should be looking at my notes right now,
revising what have I learned,
making last minutes preparations,
like how I always do.
But just now, I had a quick chat with my friend
we have only been friends since I was form 5,
means it is only 3 years since we first knew each other.
He is shy yet decisive,
cute yet manly.
Our conversation was all around his new relationship
he is got himself a partner, girlfriend, his first.
I said I was jealous of him
for being able to have someone
who loves him.
Then a question came from him,
"Instead of being jealous, why don't you find yourself one?"
I wasn't shock instead was dumbfounded.
He was right,
and I actually know the answer,
just sometimes I forget.
As the blog says, I am confuse,
I do not which is which for me to choose.
In fact I am scared.
If my choice is wrong,
happiness will not be in my way
so thus the people around me.
I am, until today,
could not find the what is right for me.