Being among straight friends, and at this age, our topics are mostly about girls and marriage. How to tell a girl you like her, how to make a move on a girl, what kind of girl we like, when are we getting married etc.
I could hardly answer any of these questions, especially when one asks question about how to make the first move. "I don't like girls!" I screamed inside this head of mine.
I feel I am deceiving everyone, including myself.
I am a hypocrite, that is what I am feeling right now.
And this does not feel good.